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The Past Is Written In Dust

by David S.M.

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There's nothing quite like crossing the country on a bus that takes from Friday to Monday NY to Cali with high hopes in your heart, then back again with all your shattered thoughts. But you can live on a dream, and when that dream is real it's not as hard as it seems And soon enough that dream came true, and every night I was coming home to you. Now flash-forward just short of a decade and all the dreams that we built up are wreckage And I curse myself every night cause I know that I was the detonage. But if it's anything like dying, then it's something I don't mind trying Cause if you don't try everything once, then you'll never know when you've had enough. Now I can't see your face anymore, the pain paints black wherever you are Your mouth was silent when you spoke, I read your thoughts out of a book. Now there's a river that flows between us and it separates us with distance. I watch the water flow and think of all the places it but I will never go. And sometimes happy hour comes too late, sometimes I just can't wait Anyway it never brings me a smile, just a way to forget awhile. So I woke up by the tracks, and I didn't know if I was getting out Or never ever coming back. There was a bottle by my side, And big surprise I had tears in my eyes, thinking of the first time we kissed And all the things I was gonna miss, traveling alone through this lonely abyss. I can't see your face anymore, I don't recognize who you are I close my eyes and you’re a star that burns my mind from so far. Now I'm a postcard with no nostalgia, I'm the junk rotting out on the lawn A rusted out old trailer, a jukebox without any songs. And I guess? With all the death? That it took part of my mental health And looking back I realize I'd been dead for quite some time. So now I'll spend the whole day dreaming, only to wake up missing that feeling They sing: 'People who long are already gone. People who dream aren't living.' Now the days are here and then gone, I count them like marks upon a jail cell wall Like I'm waiting for something to begin, or maybe waiting for it all to end.
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Love Is Good 02:14
And I remember all the good times but it pains me so to think that she probably just remembers all the bad and she always looked so distant and I guess it came from knowing that her love for me was over and the smiles she feigned couldn't cover all the weight behind her eyes But she couldn't bring herself to hurt me hiding all her feelings deep inside so I gave her the greatest gift I could even though it meant loosing the only thing left worth living that I had And when I think back and wonder all the reasons that I loved her and all the reasons love is over well I guess I'll just remember love is good and I was bad
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How many beers equal a lifetime? I think I've drank my worth, goodnight then. Wait I'm back, (oh) big surprise Eighteen pack by my side. Blue skies and vagrant dust Circulation mixed with lust. It's a nightmare fantasy An ice cold / burning sort of dream. But we can change our point of views And we can choose the points we view. Change is good, change is fresh Change is often for the best. If there's a feeling that I miss It's moving forward without missing the past. I wish my life was like the wind The things I blow through, I never look back again. 'N how the hell'd it get to this? Society dug itself a ditch Materialism and media prisons The need for more is our extinction. Now the only thing I can relate with Is all these roaming dogs, and their wondering faces (like) "Who's gonna kick me, Who's gonna love me" "Should I bite you or be your buddy" Blue skies everyday Why won't the sun just go away? It's like that story, the one that bores me The one that never should've been written. If I were white noise then I'd be the breeze But if you listen carefully There is thunder over yonder On the horizon of my dreams.
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Future Dust 00:57
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The sheets on the clothesline turn into ghosts with the easy afternoon breeze blowin' off the coast But all this lemonade living makes me feel like I'm not in it The way the sunlight climbs then descends the stairs these are the absent days my dear And you don't know what you've been missing when you're absentee from livin' All your thoughts collect like dust and your body turns to rust The days are here, then gone the thoughts are captured in a song And beer after beer so you can disappear these are the absent days my dear People with sailboats got it made if they don't like where they're at they just sail away And the mind's like a sail you can fill it with dreams and drift away on a pleasant breeze But it's easier said than done when your mind feels like both a dead weight and a loaded gun
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The Future 04:49
We could wake up where we laid our heads last night But if we don't make it back, that'd be alright, that'd be alright Cause everybody needs to dream Something to remind us that life's not quite what it seems And everybody needs a breather Eight hours a night we need to leave here I used to think that when we slept We dreamed our dreams, then we came back Now these days I'm not so sure Now every night I close the door Floating out among the stars there's a kingdom there; it's not that far Lay your head upon a pillow, close your eyes and I'll be with you Cause everybody needs to dream Something to remind us that life's not quite what it seems But when we turn off, where do we go? Is it a place we could ever truly know? Why do the stars mean something to us? So much feeling for something we'll never touch Maybe they're reflections of our sleeping minds Maybe they're the future ghosts of our present time Are we haunted by the past? The things we can't forget, do they act to prevent? Our memories are the ghosts In the pages of the history that we wrote Where do dreams go when they die? Is there a graveyard somewhere for broken lives? Instead of 'Rest In Peace' mark the stones with 'The Future' We could all use the reminder In my dreams I was a legend When I awoke I wasn't anything Maybe it's best I take my rest R.I.P. carved on my chest What's this light shining upon us? I think it might be calling us No I don't think we're going home I think that’s it, the end, the unknown
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Vagrant Dust 01:02
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It's not the end of the world But it is the end of a world It's not the end of the world But it is the end of our world And that's for sure, that's for sure
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And so, so long So long?! Well, that's alright by me Sayin' Goodbye I won't cry, Muuuuuuch! Baby, that's alright by me Cuz even the things Built to last Even they must come to pass And just like the wind Love will die But it will rise again So, so long, Baby that's alright by me

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Recorded Summer 2011, Highland Park, Los Angeles, CA, USA.

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released September 1, 2011

David S. McLaughlin

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